Thursday, July 26, 2007

Something to Blog About

I visited my blog yesterday and noticed that I haven't updated in almost a month. I was thinking of something worth blogging about and I couldn't think of anything. Pathetic how uneventful my life has become. There is just nothing to look forward to in my life.

But don't get me wrong, my days aren't always the same. I get a lot of opportunities to attend different events, go on different print and TV shoots and stuff like that. It's just that those things do not make me happy, It might be other people's happiness, but I know it isn't mine. I guess I just feel that the days are moving too fast but I have not done half of the stuff that I want and need to do.

I want to spend more time with my friends - When we were in college, me and my friends would always go out of town every summer and sembreak. We'd also always see each other everyday. But now, it's so hard to find a common schedule that we rarely get to see each other.

I want to spend more time with Mac - Back when we both were just starting to work, we'd see each other almost everyday but now we are both so busy that we only get to be together during the weekends, and sometimes there are weekends that we don't even get to be together. Last Sunday, Mac and I were at church and we saw a family that we always see during mass. I told him "Ang laki na ng baby nila, diba parang sandali pa lang nun nakita natin siyang buntis pa lang?" and he said " Onga, hindi pa nga siya buntis nakikita na natin siya eh." Time just flew by so fast, we've been together for a while.

I want to spend more time with my family - I want all of us to go out again. All of us with our cousins just like before. Before we'd always have Sunday lunch together and Ate Cel and Ate Jeng became the Ates that I never had. But now, we don't even see each other anymore. They have their own families now. I also always make it a point to go home to the province every weekend because that's the time that I can see my mom. I know she won't be with us forever but I can't think about that right now. I just still depend on my parents too much.

I want to travel - I want to see so much of the world. I want to experience different cultures. I want to be able to bring my future kids to different parts of the world.

I want to start a family - I think I am ready. I know I am ready.

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