Friday, April 15, 2005

tomorrow, my future will be decided.

tomorrow, i will be facing a dozen people who will decide what my future will be. I do not want to say that I am not nervous because I am. I am nervous as hell. Everyone has been assuring me that I did well. For as long as I can remember, I have always gotten what I wanted. I passed the entrance exams in Ateneo when everyone said I couldn't do it because I am not even an honor student, heck, i am not even in the pilot section. I made the dean's list several times even if I thought I will be having a hard time just passing my required subjects. I got offers from good companies. I even passed Ateneo law school. But I chose to work. I gave up law school and chose to work. And tomorrow, I will face my panel and determine if I made the right decision of choosing to work already.

Everything is going well with all my friends. They all have jobs, they are almost regular employees already. Re has even passed law school. Everything is falling into place. And while all this is happening, I am about to face a test. A test to prove that I deserve to be where I am now. I know that this time will come and now it is here. I pray that I do well. I pray.....

pray for me....