I hate the awkward silences.

I hate that you're building a wall between us.

I hate that you cannot talk to me about this.

I hate what's happening...

You're confused, i know.
I am complicating things, i know.
I know, i know that what you are saying makes sense.
The problem is i love you, as i am sure you know.
It's just that i don't want to regret the decisions i will be making in my life. As i am sure you regret the decisions you have made in the past.
This is what i hate about you, that you would rather avoid and escape the situation rather than facing it head on.
I will not face this on my own.
I cannot will myself to not think about it.

I haven't been able to blog for such a long time, which is a shame really because there are a lot of things I want to share.

I've really been busy with all the travel I have been doing and all the work I had to do but it doesn't matter because I'm having so much.

I'll post pictures of my travels and edventures next entry...

For now, I just wanna inform everyone that I am still alive. =)

And this bolg is still active!