I am definitely leaving my current job. When i wake up in the morning all i can think of is that I am so tired of my work and I do not wanna go anymore. It is too early for me to feeel so tired in a job and yet I feel this way. I am tired. I feel like there is no opportunity here for me. I am leaving even if I like the people I am working with. I am leaving.... I am leaving and I've made up my mind. I am leaving and I am sure I will be so relieved when I leave...
 
Besides I have another job waiting for me. Another opportunity better than this one. Although I haven't recieved the final call that confirms the employment, I am almost sure they will call me next week...hehe, that's what you call confidence...
 
moving on to another topic, last saturday Julie had a mini-birthday celebration in my place. there was a lot of food and Julie got wasted. After four beers Julie was laughing like mad. They all left at about 2 am and only Ego stayed behind and helped me clean out the mess that everyone left.
 
Today....
 
Today is another crappy day at work. Hmmm...what more can I say...
 
 

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Siya yung taong kumukumpleto sa buhay mo. Siya ang nagbibigay ng kulay sa lahat ng bagay sa mundo mo. Sa kaniya na umiikot ang mundo mo. Siya yung taong pag wala na parang ayaw mo ng mabuhay. Siya yung karugtong ng buhay mo.

Pero dumadating ang mga pagkakataon na nasasaktan ka...Masakit kahit alam mong wala kang karapatang masaktan. Ang alam mo lang ay nagkakasundo kayo at walang kaparis ang kaligayahan mo pag magkasama kayo at para sa iyo ito ang mahalaga. May nararamdaman ka para sa kanya at para sa iyo sapat na ito para ituring mong sayo siya. Mahirap yung mahal na mahal mo ang isang tao na sa puso at isipan mo ay inangkin mo na siya. tapos malalaman mong hindi naman pala para sayo. Masakit alam ko...Masakit pero kakayanin mo.

My past blog entries seem to be sad. And i haven't been really writing about my blog. So now i'll write about my weekend.

I went to area last saturday and I was a little dissapointed that only a few people were there. I hoped that there would be a lot of new members but it seems that they were not able to get as much in Escopa because there was no NSTPs this year. Still, it was a fun area day. Made me realize how happy I really am when I am with the Acilpeeps and when i am at the ateneo. I also saw Ego again. Am so thankful that he came to area after i bugged him the whole day friday to go to area with me. I would have spent more time with him but I had to go home to bulacan. Anyway here is a pic of us after area.


we were about to have lunch. =)

Earlier today, I learned that my closest cousin has gotten herself pregnant. Now she has to get married by August. Although the marriage was not anticipated and planned I am excited for her. She is already 28 and she could have a family. It is sad tough that I would not get to spend as much time with her, it will be different when she is married. But then again, I can't wait for the baby to come out. I swear I will spoil that kid. I will be his or her cool auntie elaine.

looking forward to the future....