Friends: I just realized that I am really selosa! I am selosa when it comes to my friends. I met a best friend’s boyfriend last night and although he was nice, I was still not comfortable being with him. Or maybe it’s just because it’s the first time we met. Still, I felt like I was competing for my best friend’s attention. I can’t help but think that we won’t be able to hang out as often, she’ll be really busy with the boyfriend, she would always prefer the boyfriend to me. Basta, I don’t like meeting friend’s boyfriends or girlfriends. But of course I will still try and be nice to them, as long as they don’t hurt my friends.

Work: Work is still work but we try to make it fun. I love my boss because he is so nice and helpful and although he gets mad sometimes, he makes sure that I learn something from it. And I’m not saying that just because he’s my boss, I really do admire him.

Family: Nothing new here. Same old stuff.

Love: Love is great. Enough said…

I hate the awkward silences.

I hate that you're building a wall between us.

I hate that you cannot talk to me about this.

I hate what's happening...

You're confused, i know.
I am complicating things, i know.
I know, i know that what you are saying makes sense.
The problem is i love you, as i am sure you know.
It's just that i don't want to regret the decisions i will be making in my life. As i am sure you regret the decisions you have made in the past.
This is what i hate about you, that you would rather avoid and escape the situation rather than facing it head on.
I will not face this on my own.
I cannot will myself to not think about it.